Anyway, below is part of that post and it seems I am still saying "what else?" and praying for something to seem like a purpose and to make sense...
"Somehow though, we seem to be in the cross hairs of something because a couple of issues have arisen that have me shaking my head and wondering, "what else?" Yes...mostly I seem to be asking God, "What else?" I feel like a little kid most of the time when I come to God in prayer these days. I probably sound like a spoiled child to Him for the most part, I am sure. "What else, God?" But, I will still go before Him, knowing He is there and loving me. I am thankful that even in my most drained, tired, angry, fearful moments He is there."
"The enemy wouldn't be attacking you if something valuable wasn't inside of you!
Thieves don't break into empty houses!
You've got purpose!"